lyin on my bed, feelin lazy to wake up, turned to the calendar on ma left.. n f@#*!!!!!!!! it was 18th september(year???) ma b'day !!!! i was HAPPY. 19 f@#*ing years on dis holy earth, n still not sure y god sent me here??? in ma mind was questioning god, "y did u send me here man?" wot d hell m doin on dis crap place, wid ma dreams all shattered, achieved nothin, reached nowhere. god nevr listened to ma prayers.. none of ma wishes evr came true.. n ma dad???? huh... i wanted to be a guitarist but he never got me one. den i wanted to b a soccer(i mean manchester united) player but mom cudn't digest it.. wanted me to study. i cud hav achieved so much in ma life.. cud hav been in d shoes of David Beckham, Sachin Tendulkar, Brad Pitt, Rajiv Gandhi , Jimmy Page, A.R.Rehman, David Gilmour, Michael Schumacher, Valentino Rossi, Aamir Khan, and the list goes on.. but see where i ended up.n u knw whoz responsible for all dis?? GOD..DAD..MOM n ma f#@@*d up fate.
C'mon man itz ma b'day.cn't end up lik dis, still lyin on bed i was thinkin about ma b'day gift, althou nevr got one of ma choice for the last 18 years, was nt expecting nythn dis tym also.. so closed my eyes again for a short round of sleep, into ma dream city. Suddenly a harsh male voice started peircing ma ear drums, an intruder into ma dreamland, i opened ma eyes n a great man was standing in front of me, he who was responsible for ma existence, for ma condition 2day, one who had a hand in destroying ma future n devastating ma dreams. I saw a devilish smile on his face, he wished me happy b'day.. i smiled back and said "thank u dad", in a mocking tone. He took my right hand and kept a key on ma palm, i wondered wot it was. I looked at him in a row of mixed expressions... He smiled and said "beta its ur new Bike........." man i cudn't believe ma ears, he said alot of things but ma ear drums were jus vibrating the first few words.. my new bike...my new bike.. ha ha ha... man this is my day.. i din evn luk at my dad's face and said i am goin on a drive.. i cudn't wait. I din't even thank him for the gift. i took ma i-pod, ma dad's helmet n rushed outside. There stood ma grand bike, Pulsar 180.. i cudn't believe ma eyes. I jumped on it n mind it i was nt riding.. i was flying, i was talkin to the wind, huh...And the speedometer was buzzing from 40 to 50 t0 60.. n finally i was in the 90's, n to add cheers to it, the plugs pulled into my ears were playing DREAM ON... from Aerosmith.
Everything was so perfect that i started to think bout THEM David Beckham, Sachin Tendulkar, Brad Pitt, Rajiv Gandhi, Jimmy Page, A.R.Rehman, David Gilmour, Michael Schumacher, Valentino(the people whom i wanted to be like).Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! a kid.....ma bike..high speed..crossing road...goddamn. I was sure i was goin to hit her but thanx to DISC brakes , i pulled the brakes and !!!!!!!!! Jesus Christ ! i cudn belive ma eyes the bike stopped the moment i pulled the so called DISC! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i was flying high in the air ....Dhadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmm i had a crash landing. I was totally into peices. I thought i broke m neck , m shoulder bone, one f ma legs.Now, ma bone counter was more than 206!. I could only move ma eyes to see around wot was happening. You wont believe i was sorrounded by more than 20 people and none of them came to my help . I cudn open mymouth to speak a holy word (HELP!!HELP). My eyes were closing , slowly n slowly , c'mon i don want to die! Please help me! help me! god , dad , mom someone help me ! My eyes were about to close forever. I cudn believe I WAS DYING. I could hear bells ringing very loudly . Mummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy help ME. where r you !!!!!!!!!!! and suddenly the Sweetest voice I have ever heard was calling me, "CHarlie get up ...get up ...or i vil pour water on you ...GEt up." PHhhhhhEeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...dat was a dream !!! i was relieved to know this.
Thank GOD it was a dream.
This september i vil be 23 . I don curse any one now for ma fate. I stil Pray to GOd that this dream never comes true. Pray for me!!!!
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